okay. so here is the deal. i don't deserve anything right now. not a single damn thing. i have never felt so far from myself, like such a cheat, like a born and raised liar. Almost like the end was too near and I knew it, so I took advantage of it all. And now the time comes to say my goodbyes and hide somewhere safe for a while.
Here I am, walking away with love in my eyes and feeling completely torn apart. Knowing, in the bitter end, I will probably have made the wrong decision. So my idealistic behavior might take its last fault and swallow itself in utter bitterness.
Monday, July 20, 2009
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